Love, limits, growth, happiness
What a load of lunacy we tell ourselves, everyday! And there’s no craziness in the telling, that’s just a Child discharging fear. The craziness is in telling ourselves we must be right, we ought to believe this…or, even worse: the craziness comes in looking at our past pouring on into our present and not saying […]
I…never could keep my feet on the ground. There was something menacing, disturbing and displeasing about feeling the cold floor… The problem was not the floor, but that I knew not what I was feeling. To date, I could not stay in contact, so long as to know what I am feeling.
How much of you is there, in there, every day? and how many “reasons” can you find to fill your life with everyone & everything else? And what do you do, with the leftover feeling, that you never get to feel? Where do you go?
For years, I’ve stretched my legs, I’ve pushed them harder into the ground, I’ve forced and demanded them to support me, to make me feel rooted, to make me feel safe. For years I’ve wounded and despised my legs, unkowing that my spine was strong enough to support me. You see, I believed verticality meant […]
I build, in Springs…and Spring has a marvelous way of building, in me. “What do you want to be, when you grow up?” I said I wanted to be happy. “Are you sure? This might hurt…there will be damage.”. I said there is enough ground within me to break everything apart and build a waterfall, […]
…to pick up the phone, in the middle of the night and say “Hi…I’ve missed you!”. I don’t know how to say “will you please stick around? I need you there”. I don’t know how to say “Do you love me?”. I don’t know how to not go away. I don’t know how to be […]